Service submissive
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Evolution…
This is something that I have been thinking about for a while now. I have heard people say ” I have always been a submissive so that is what I am.” BUT it’s said with an air of longing for something more and different or a tone that leaves things unsaid. I have heard similiar…
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Life Gets in the Way…
“Real Life”… Truly has the ability to get up and create chaos! BUT, it depends on how you choose to handle it that matters. I have a few things I repeat to myself often that help. ” These ARE MY monkeys and this IS MY circus” or ” I really don’t want to… But I…
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My Role…
I know I have talked about my submission but I didn’t really dive into my role or the details of it so I will try and give a clearer picture of it all today. First, I like to journal so I downloaded an online journal app so that I can design and share with My…
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A Quick Check In…
I have been trying to write something at least once a week… But this last week got away from me with a family emergency and I was in a car accident and my vehicle was totaled. No one was hurt in either vehicle. The other driver was at fault and I already have a replacement…
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Feeling Needy…
This is something that has been on my mind a lot lately. I have always been the type of person that held a little something back. I have always been afraid to show my vulnerability. I have been afraid that expressing my needs would smother or burden my partner. My Daddy and I have been…
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Mental Health Journey…
In taking the time to understand my mental health and traumas; I learned so much!!! I had to accept that my traumas are a part of me but they AREN’T me. I had to accept that the people that caused my traumas were supposed to protect me, encourage me and support me BUT they didn’t.…
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The Beginning…
When my husband came to me and said he wanted something more and different… I didn’t know what to think. Sex, kink and other taboo subjects weren’t something I was comfortable with talking about; let alone doing! The beginning of my journey was fairly common from what I have learned from others. I didn’t know…
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Submission…
What is submission? This entry is to help you just think about submission and I will be posting about what submission is to me and my dynamic in another entry. I can’t cover all types of submission because I don’t have that knowledge. I can only talk about things from my perspective and my journey.…
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Introductions…
Hello out there! Where to start… at the beginning I guess. A little about me… I have been strong and independent my whole life. I emancipated young from a not so great home life that left lots of internal scars and trauma and then add in an adult life that wasn’t smooth and left more…
Pretty in Pink 