D-type
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Still Thinking…
As I have shared, I am service oriented. I geniunely enjoy taking care of my people and I delight in caring for my Daddy. For me, being in service to or in service of my Daddy is my choice and I get strength from it. That being said, there is a point when I lose…
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Current Ramblings…
Navigating past feelings and current feelings while muddling through life is exhausting! I am going to start off by saying I love myself and I am happy with the person that life has formed me into but I am still growing and learning and it is not always a smooth and easy process. I am…
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Finding Freedom…
I have been thinking about Kink and the freedom that I have found in it and how it has helped me grow, change, accept myself and experience new things. So, today I want to share my story of finding freedom in kink. Finding freedom in kink is not a new concept to anyone involved in…
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Trauma Recovery and Mental Health…
Quick recap… I have C-PTSD, ADHD with RSD, Anxiety, Depression and a touch of sensory issues but that one I can manage pretty well! My trauma recovery and mental health journey has been a long road with lots of speed bumps but I am not giving up because I want to be a better me…
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Attachment Styles…
I created an a free account at yourPersonality (dream-owl.com) and I took the attachment style test and it gave me some amazing results. I am an anxious attached person. A quick definition is Anxious Attachment = A strong desire for intimacy combined with doubts and abandonment anxiety. Yes, there is more to it and I…
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Forgiveness…
First, HI! Sorry for the delay in writing anything. Daddy and I went on a much needed vacation for 2 weeks. Also, there has been some personal stuff that has just had me lost in thought. Forgiveness… what does it really mean? What does it mean for me and the other person? I have had…
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Evolution…
This is something that I have been thinking about for a while now. I have heard people say ” I have always been a submissive so that is what I am.” BUT it’s said with an air of longing for something more and different or a tone that leaves things unsaid. I have heard similiar…
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Life Gets in the Way…
“Real Life”… Truly has the ability to get up and create chaos! BUT, it depends on how you choose to handle it that matters. I have a few things I repeat to myself often that help. ” These ARE MY monkeys and this IS MY circus” or ” I really don’t want to… But I…
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My Role…
I know I have talked about my submission but I didn’t really dive into my role or the details of it so I will try and give a clearer picture of it all today. First, I like to journal so I downloaded an online journal app so that I can design and share with My…